Neurotic

One day I woke up, my mind so clear

After a night of heavy drinking all my tears

A breath of air from the atmosphere

Keeps me going through my self-indulgent years

 

I've got a feeling that the devil is standing near

Whispering what I want to hear

You never taught me how to stand up to my fears

That's why I'm running far away from here

 

Do you remember the life that you wanted?

Or am I all alone in feeling so haunted?

Do you remember acting so erratic?

Or am I all alone and becoming neurotic?

 

I couldn't see my reflection clear

Cocaine and fear mixed with bottles for the tears

Oh, was I choking on the atmosphere?

The one that gives me all these God forgiven years