One day I woke up, my mind so clear
After a night of heavy drinking all my tears
A breath of air from the atmosphere
Keeps me going through my self-indulgent years
I've got a feeling that the devil is standing near
Whispering what I want to hear
You never taught me how to stand up to my fears
That's why I'm running far away from here
Do you remember the life that you wanted?
Or am I all alone in feeling so haunted?
Do you remember acting so erratic?
Or am I all alone and becoming neurotic?
I couldn't see my reflection clear
Cocaine and fear mixed with bottles for the tears
Oh, was I choking on the atmosphere?
The one that gives me all these God forgiven years